/ Letter To Myself /



Even if you could identify all the supporting causes

Every intricacy of your sadness

And your anger, and your hatred

All the way back to the beginning

As the Noble One traces the eye on a peacock’s feather

And identify every trauma inflicted by your parents

Borne from their parents, and thus borne from their parents’ parents

Picking apart an infinite shining web of causes and conditions

What would it change?

Even if you could perfectly understand the interlocking gears

Of the brain, body and mind

And could talk at length on all different types of emotional state

Of paranoia, and malaise

Rage, jealousy, pride

Shame, sadness, self-flaggelation

And all of these other countless ripples upon water

How could it help?

Why do you tear weeds out at the head

And then act surprised when they sprout back days later

When you have not torn up the root?



A man

Upon discovering he has ingested poison

Would not query the manufacturer

Or spend time mulling over the other times he has been poisoned

He would reach into his throat frantically

Even if it were to threaten his life

And attempt to purge the contents of his stomach at all cost

Concerned about nothing else

This is what is praised

And this is how you should conduct yourself





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